Do you think my mother is fair?

I am really sorry :( You could call child protected services and then hopefully get put into a better home, or you could apply to mcdonald's where they provide the clothes for you, except the shoes, then hopefully you can start just paying for your own things. I just got hired at mcdonalds and if you get higher up, you actually make good money! Get an application and maybe even speak to the manager and tell him/her your situation so you could be the first choice if they need someone. My heart goes out to you, good luck!