I love my teacher sooo much:(?

lol...don't worry..i'm not going to be one of those people with snide comments. actually, i myself have been in a situation much like yours. in grade 9, i had the cutest, smartest, and nicest english teachers in the school. i remember always being so shy around him, never being able to look him into his gorgeous blue eyes...he was just fresh out of teachers college for god sakes! everytime i'd see him in the halls walking in my direction, my heart would stop, i'd start to blush...and want to hide somewhere so he didn't see me (i was sooo shy). i never had the guts to participate in his class, i kept thinking i'd say something stupid or embarrassing infront of him, and he wouldn't like me...(back :P)...i had a horrible year, i'd always try to avoid him at school, if he came to the lunch room i just couldn't eat with him there, even though he was very far from us. but at home, i'd always be thinking of him, and me, how amazing it would be if we could both be together, somewhere, somehow. those infactuations and feelings grew so strong, i remember buying the yearbook and just staring at his picture in it everyday at home...anyways...this sounds creepy to many, i know, but no one knows (or maybe you know) what a strong feeling i had towards that person...it was unbearable at times. but luckily...he switched schools...for the better. it didn't feel like that at first, since i really missed him, but i for sure did not miss the hiding from him or having my heart stop at the sight of him. i am now happily dating people my age, and i can tell you that like me, my friend, you will happily grow out of this phase :)